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DUDE!!! i guess i'll post on here...cuz i haven't in six years Apr. 28th, 2005 @ 05:31 pm
yesterday i was a'talkin to Lo
and i asked her if i could have her babies
and she said that was impossible
and i said "well what if i had a brain tumor
and the doctors went in and cut it out
and it was like a living creature.
would you raise it as your own?"
and she said yes
and then i said "would you be ashamed of it?"
and she said no
and then i said "even when old ladies came up
and looked at the child/tumor/thing
and said 'your child looks like a camel,
...
except with less hair...and less...
um...bones"

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

needless to say it was a very romantic moment
I feel so: magical
what i'm listening to right now: mxpx - ten years and running

Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:53 pm
THE RAINIEST OF DAYS
BRENT HAND NOVEMBER 22, 2004 11:46AM

I been thinkin lately
of words to put into this song
like our love so stately
I hope none of this goes wrong
And I feel so ideal as of late
But I’m prone to writing songs about heartache

You’ve reminded me
how to sing about something besides failure

Through all my years in deep research
And experimenting
Bad moments made even worse
By over sentimenting
The hypothesis my observations bare
Though I’m no scientist
Head over heels romance is rare
I doubted it exists

You’ve were the fluke
the how and why my theory was proven incorrect

I’m walking two feet above the ground
Because bliss is bound to be in store
There’s no feeling like finding you’ve found
everything you’ve been looking for

Simply put as a matter of fact
You are everything I lack
and I’m not coming down any more
the definition of
What we’re in is Love
and I swear I never felt this way before

You break bad weather
You make even the rainiest of days beautiful

Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 05:09 pm
I said “no
(no)
we can’t go
you fear freezing
and don’t find boredom teasing
(I fear something worse than snow)
I said “wait
(get one thing straight)
we’re too late
to be pulling out to sea”
and when no one at all agreed
(I found my feet firmly set on fate)

I let it go
(and now we’re sinking with the ships)
I told you so
(feels so good coming from my lips)

all the lights
(the reds and whites)
And the nights
We could have spent on the town
taking drink after drink down
(find one night stands and fist fights)
are all gone
(with brains and brawn)
we carry on
We long to drift to any shore
tread water till you whole bodies sore
(And pray for the dawn)

sailors scattered
(across the waves of unbelief)
The ship shattered
(As it’s hull breached the rocky reef)

Although we were warned
we headed for phoenix
to a place we knew
we should not be
we should have fought the frost
but we were to strong
so we set sail against
the cold, against your will

(Our ship ran into storm
while on the way to phoenix
though the wind blew
you held me
not a life was lost
you knew all along
that in the end
you’re glory’d be revealed)

song i wrote a while back Oct. 20th, 2004 @ 08:34 am
All Gates Are Temporarily Closed (You Aren’t Flying Anywhere)
Brent Hand--October 3, 2004--12:13am

Cling to the dirt like it’s all you ever knew
Forget the way the air felt beneath you
And kiss reason goodbye
I would tell you terrible things
Like your more beautiful without your wings
But that would be a lie

There’s nothing as pitiful as the site
Of one who was once so beautiful left dreaming of flight

It breaks my heart to watch you crumble from within
Falling to the place your heart has always been
Like the butterfly that gave up riding on the wind
To become a caterpillar once again

Gripping these branches you can only climb so high
And the tops of the trees won’t substitute the skies
You know it now more than ever
Maybe the pain you feel is not from the wings you lost
But the injury swells from all the process cost
Cuz more than wings were severed

There’s nothing as pitiful as the site
Of one who was once so beautiful left dreaming of flight

It breaks my heart to watch you crumble from within
Falling to the place your heart has always been
Like the butterfly that gave up riding on the wind
To become a caterpillar once again

Maybe on day you’ll rise once more above the clouds
(I’ll be so proud)
You’ll hear me cheering above the rest of the crowd
(You‘ll hear me loud
And clear)
But as for now you live for shallow roots
Hollow soil and rotting fruit
Knowing nothing will substitute
Soaring through the air

There’s nothing as pitiful as the site
Of one who was once so beautiful left dreaming of flight

It breaks my heart to watch you crumble from within
Falling to the place your heart has always been
Like the butterfly that gave up riding on the wind
To become a caterpillar once again

long time no type Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 02:57 pm
HEY PETE
i'm pretty much only posting over on my xang now
um my screen name is the same over there
that'd be teddanson37
And check out www.purevolume.com/whileonthewaytopheonix
it's not up yet but it will be soon
yeah...rock n' roll
me and adam started workign on some music
and soon you'll be able to hear it there
lot's of crazy junk happened this weekend pete
lot's of crazy junk
we should go get coffee and talk about it sometime, petey
i heart you always and forever
later
I feel so: content
what i'm listening to right now: nothing whatsoever
Other entries
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Sep. 26th, 2004 @ 05:22 pm
» all you jitterbugs and your xanga

okay so no one is left on live journal except me and lauren
first kimbo goes to xanga
and then the adam bailey
then seth and michael card
and i'm sure ethan's over there now too
and today i'm talking to jenny kidd and she's got a freakin xanga
so i don't know
i'm a nonconformist at heart
and i'm also an old fart at heart
and i just don't like change
but we'll try out the xanga thing
maybe
i have a screen name already
it's teddanson37
xanga is supposidly better cuz you can put a picture of whatever cd your listening to on your entry
and it's only two sylables long
and only five letters versus LJ's ten with a space in the middle
so it takes alot less time to enter the web address
yeah so i'm gonna go try out xanga
maybe i'll be back one day
maybe not
see you soon pete!


Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 11:16 pm
» my new icon thingee
HEY EVERYONE
i think it's time i went political
I LIKE GEORGE BUSH
correction
I LOVE GEORGE BUSH
he's the coolest ever
john kerry sucks badly
and voting for nader is a waste of time
the man wants you to think george bush is a fag
but he's not
he's actually alot cooler than the man
and the man feels major comp
so he's trying to get a fag like kerry elected
the man in this case is anyone in any for of the media except for alot of talk radio
and the fox news network
CNN, good morning america, sixty minutes, the daily show, and MTV cannot be trusted
they all work for the man
and if MTV supports it, it most likely sucks anyway
so vote for bush
cuz he's cool
and don't listen to the man
cuz kerry is poser
like ethan
Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 01:29 am
» HA HA HA--YOUs AIN'T GOT NO POWER (and i just so happen to possess poor grammar)
YEAH BUDDY--i'm the only one with power i'm pretty sure
i called some of my peeps in Bham and they are wandering around in darkness
sorry guys...wish i were there...but we have E-Lec-tricity here in Capital Atown
this is the third time i'm updated today so that must mean i'm really bored
and it's true...no one here can do anything cuz it's raining like we need to build an ark maybe and no one's crazy enough to get out and drive around in this crap
and kip and his fam are just sittin round the house
but whenever anyone gets to read this i want you to know you can IM me now
my screen name is reluctantpossum3 on AIM
and if you want to know about some of the cool crap i did last night scroll south and read the entry from like 2am this morning
later petey
Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 08:58 pm
» happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthday
HEY IT"S YOUR BIRTHDAY
smile and be happy but not too happy
and definetly not perky about it
yeah it's alot of xpeoplex's xbirthdayx xxtodayxx
another year older and deeper in debt
saint peter don't you call me cuz i can't go
i owe my soul to the company store
and if anyones ever heard that song i'll give you a dollar
but it's seth's birthday and he's 16 and can drive now
and he has facial hair now and i'm so proud that he didn't turn out like eric
and it's lauren's birthday and she's like 20 and that means she's really old
and should probably call a hitman to come shoot herself
and lots of other people were born today but a few years ago
so happy birthday everyone
Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 12:50 pm
» one of the coolest nights in a long long long long time

good morning pete, it's 1:30 and i'm runnin on three hours of sleep from last night

yeah so yesterday kip and i put in carpet and it took all night so he said i could sleep in today but he forgot that today was see you at the pole and that means he had to go to make an appearance at a school that one of the student's in his youth group attended and it was way too early.

and then kip's dad came in and we built a wall in the garage

and i went to pick up KJ and jaron from school and told KJ stories about famous corn pickers from outter space who faught vecious monster who stole their underpants, and stories about a legendary underground catfisherman who..um..caught lot's of catfish...underground.  and then when i tried to tell KJ that lions ate giraffe he didn't believe me and he said that simba never ate a giraffe.  well...he had a point.

and then i went to walmart and it was almost church time so i was getting all this crap for cheryl and it felt like i was on supermarket sweep and i saw two really butch lesbians but it turned out to be a really butch lady and a very confused man, and i saw an extremely obese black lady who was wearing skin tight pants the same color as her skin and i almost vommited in walmart cuz it looked like this huge blob of a woman wasn't wearing pants and it was sick...sick it was

and then i went to church...it was cool...and...um...churchy

and then kara and jessica took me on a golfcart ride after church, and it was amazing.  you see in peachtree city everyone has a golfcart and you can go anywhere on one cuz there are golfcart trails everywhere and it's like a law that if you build something you have to conect a golfcart path to it. and so they took me over to this big peer that looked over this lake and then kara broke into the garden of a church and they took me to this really small grave yard that's like two hundred years old and there are only seven or eight graves and it's like six feet from a major highway.  and the gave yard is so small cuz no one ever dies in peachtree city cuz it's so safe.  it's impossible to die.  you just get old and fade away.  jessica and kara said that this lady was raped and burned there a few years ago...but she live, and that's the worst thing that's ever happened there.  but anyway then they took me to see their old highschool which was cool cuz in the student parking lot their were really small places for golfcarts.  and we snuck into the new gigantic gym that they're building and walked around and then we took ride through a golf course at night which was different and we rode over to this pond where there's this big statue of a turtle in the middle and when they first took kip out there he thought it was real...but it was fake. they said he said "woah, look at the size of that turtle...that big fake turtle...it's fake right?" but that was just really cool and it was one of the most interesting nights i've had in quite a few years.

jenny kidd called me but she won't answer now.  i miss jenny kidd.

and after the golf cart ride kara and me sat in jessica's driveway and chatted for a while and i figured out who kara really reminds me of...allison church...like the chief in three years...kara's kinda rude but she's really a nice person once you get to know her and you realize the rudeness is just part of her personality.  but she's really nice too and told me that she didn't hate me and i was not annoying...which is a lie cuz we all know i'm annoying...it's one of my best characteristics. bottom line...kara's pretty cool...really

and i just got off the phone with charity and she's going through alot so if you know her or if you don't if you believe in god or if you don't please just say a quick prayer right now for charity's parents and her, i'd appreciate it, and she would appreciate it too.

"when you find out you can live without it and go along without thinking about it, i'll tell you something true...the bare necessities of life will come to you"---baloo the bear


Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 01:22 am
» MAKE A WISH...THEN READ THIS ENTRY...IF YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE WHOLE THING IT WILL COME TRUE
what up pete?

if you haven't already read the song i wrote scroll down and read my last entry before you read this just cuz it's a really cool song or so i think just cuz i was angry at my ex at the time i wrote it and she was mad at me cuz i'm always right...except for when i'm wrong

okay i haven't updated in like a week and a half so there's alot to say and this is really long but read it anyway just because you haven't had to read anything i posted in a week and you love me alot. so here it goes: okay so last sunday i went down to e-town (enterprise, AL) even though my parents were crazy and said that a hurricane was coming and was gonna wipe enterprise off the phace of the urth (by the way Phace of the Urth is the name of a new metal techno band i'm starting with ben eddie and the guy that played Data on the next generation de la startrekio) yeah we put fish and saurkraut on this kids car...well i watched them do it. it was me and blake and nick and a few of the endurance's old die hard fans and blake and i went to see ricky and he is a terrorist now cuz he has a beard and shaves his head but he dresses like mobey to cover it up and blake has skittles or m&m's in his ears, i can't remember which it was but either would taste fine to me and nick got a tatto on his forearm of a skull and crossbones with a sword behind it and we went to adam bailey's favorite resturant and the armpit eatery of america, waffle house and drank cherry coke and blake got some cheese grits and jamie (my ex from like three years ago) and there was this waitress that was apparently also a meterologist cuz she kept telling us stuff about the hurricane like we were LD kids or something and i got to go to o'charley's and we went to the mall and met blake's new love intrest who looks like a dude (not really but had to throw in the SB refrence) and we went and saw eric "the cheese" lowell "cornflake" tindol and his new woman that strangely reminds me of lauren but still defiinetly (and yes the word defiinetly has two i's in it) looks like the cheese himself (she seems okay though) and eric was pudgey and he was a jerk to me even though i was trying to console him cuz he was dealing with the death of his grandpappy but yeah so then i went and hanged out with (or hung out with, or hunged out with) jamie again and tried to convince her that her boyfriend was jerk and she agreed but still has done nothing about it but what more could i expect from her? and then i went to my grandma's house and the next day i went to arkansas with my dad and i didn't get to see charity cuz she was in huntsvegas with my sister but i did get to see opie and we ate at the IHOP (pronounced eye aich oh pee) and opie bought me lemonade and some teenage black girls hit on us and opie hit back cuz he hits on everything but i love opie and he's just one of those people that you respect and hold their opinion in high regard even if sometimes they have no idea what they're talking about but you know it comes from their heart and that was gay but we're moving on to TEXAS cuz i went there and it sucks there's like a bunch of mexicans and people that think their cowboys and all the billboards have spanish on them and their are like pictures of texas on everything and their was this chick at chili's that was our waitress and she saw my taking back sunday shirt and complimented it and then she said something about her TBS shirt that says "to H with you and all your friends" and i had to pretend i didn't know what she was talking about and i had never heard that terrible word before cuz my dad was sitting there and it embarassed her and it turned out my dad wasn't even listening and so when he went to the bathroom i got up and found her and explained that my dad had never heard a curse word before and i have to act like i've never heard them either and she was cool and she wanted me cuz all the chicks do except for the hott ones and the ones that are really cool and the ones i'd actually want to go out with and then i dyed my hair dark brown and adam bailey said i look scene now and i did but i'm working on getting away from that cuz scene is so not cool and i am defiinetly not scene cuz i am defiinetly cool and then we drove back from texas on thursday night and got to my granddad's house in west blockton, AL at about 6:30 am on friday and me and my dad slept alot and then i got up and went into birmingham and chilled with the michael "crap for crap" crider at the jim and the nicks and we ate cheese roll thingees and saw justin reed and then i talked to chelsea briefly and she was a compelte and total b...utthole and once again she had a bad day and took it out on me...and she went out with ol' bug eyes the cross city sprinter cuz she's desperate and she told me she had no attraction to him and i know she's not lying so i'm assuming she's she just can't find anything better to do than go out with a buttkisser like bug eyes and just for the record i never liked willio you can ask kristen when she dated him i told her i didn't like him and he got on my nerves cuz he kisses so much bootee speaking of bootee i'm no longer a pirate...i'm a gypsy with a boat and a sword and so we sailed over to the lauren hindman's house and watched her cut her dad's hair and then the next day we went to see cellular (mike, lauren, ashley and I) and it was an awesome movie and then i had starbucks and ate at some mexican resturant and then i came back to capital A-town and went to church on sunday and between church services i talked to jenny kidd a really long time (like 45 minutes but that's the longest consecutive conversation we've had on the phone in years) and there's this chick here named jessica and these two dudes gavin and alex and alex was telling me about this dead snake he found in his driveway and he brought it to church with him and was gonna put it on gavin's car but saw jessicas truck was unlocked and he put it in her truck and jessica said she almost crapped herself and so later i was taking jessica back to her truck and i asked to see the snake and she pulled this bag out of her truck and it looked like the bag was empty but it wasn't and the snake was like maybe a little bigger than my hand and i was like "that's it" and she said "well they had it posed like it was in strike position" and i was like "what's it gonna do give you a hangnail" and then i threw the bag back at her and said "here's your worm" and yeah we had been to austin's house and he has a dog i'm alergic to and a really buff older brother that made me feel like i was three feet tall and then yesterday i woke up went to the gym almost killed myself cuz i didn't eat and then we moved some dusty furniture and almost killed myself cuz i'm alergic to dust and then i got this headache and we cut some grass and listened to underoath and TBS and we had prayer last night at the church and i went home and looked at shoes online and talked to the lauren hindman for a really long time cuz she's the funniest person in the whole world and she is planning on changing her screen name on LJ but i won't say to what cuz it's too funny and i tried to download AIM so i could IM the adam bailey but the computer was dumb and wouldn't let me and then i talked to charity but i was asleep for the first fifteen minutes of the conversation and that's about it so thanks for reading all this pete and i love you
later G
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 09:49 am
» THIS IS A SONG I WROTE

hey guys...read this and tell me what you think

it's really long...but i was really mad

***********************************************

IN THE END

“Life happens, so love fades”

I love to hear you lie through your teeth

It was there or it wasn’t

If it was it still is

If it’s not it never was

 

Pick a picture

Any picture

Just one of thousands you’ve taken over the past three years

When you see us smiling

And you know we were happy

I know at least a small part of you

Wishes we had that again

Wishes you wouldn’t have given in

Wishes you weren’t so alone

 

It amazes me how quickly

You can change directions

Like you never intended to follow through on anything in the first place

Cuz you demanded wedding bells

And I never disagreed

But now you’re out on the town

With lies you can’t submit to

With guys you won’t commit to

And you left half your shirt at home

 

It stings when I see you hurting yourself more everyday

And wandering farther from hope, farther and farther away

So much of me still belongs to you

None of you ever belonged to me

 

I miss the way you hold me

So subtle, so selfish, so separate

Like it would have killed you to do something for someone besides you

And I know you’re not perfect

I know you always hated the truth

But the truth is what’s best for us all

Dig the blade deeper into your gut

You’re becoming a liar, a child, and a s...

Just to prove when I broke it off I was right

 

I think it’s high time, You learn this lesson yourself.

When I run, you must chase. When I stop you must not fail.

So much of me still belongs to you

None of you ever belonged to me

 

Now you're so desperate for someone to outshine me

but there's no outshining me

no one will love you more selflessly

no one will forgive you any easier

no one will be so…humble…oh, well

don't think about me…you might just regret everything

One day you’ll regret everything

Cuz no one will give you what I gave you

And no one will expect nothing in return

No one…not even me now

 

In the end do you want ties to what is perfect or what your heart holds dear

Go out looking for pleasure, you go out looking for trouble

Love can’t be found, but hope can be lost

So one day when you wake up next to someone you don’t love

And realize you’re miserable

Please give me a call cuz I will be miserable too

 

In the end do you want to end up somewhere perfect or a place your heart holds dear

You can fake a smile, you can pretend to laugh

Love can’t be made but chances can be destroyed

So one day when you wake up next to someone you’ll never love

And realize you’re miserable

Please call me so I can say "I told you so"

 

“Life happens, so love fades”

I love to hear you lie through your teeth

We know that life should not alter love

But love should alter life


Sep. 13th, 2004 @ 03:05 pm
» so like yeah...dude...whatever...and stuff...uh-huh

HEY PETE!!!
i went and saw mae today
with the adam bailey and the michael crider
and the ethan and the seth and the michael card
it was cool
cartel is an awesome band
and i heard the working title once again and they were marvelous
and mae was off the frickin chain
um...we ate at burger king
and discussed male strippers
and there were these three little boys that were slim shaddy look alikes
and i'm going to Etown tomorrow (that's enterprise, AL)
i'm gonna hang out with blake (my old base player and best friend in the whole dang world)
and maybe see the Cheese (eric tindol)
kip is like remodling his whole freakin house and that's why i think i live here now
is so i can help him
he has all kinds of new furniture and he's turning the garage into a family room
it's crazy
i'm going to arkansas one last time to help my parents move to dallas
and then i'm going to dallas
and my taking back sunday cassette tape wore out today
it was like "goooo onnnn juuuuuuuusssssssst sayyyyyyy ittt yoooouuuu neeeeed meee liiike a baad haaabit..."
cheryl hates ninja turtles
she gets so tired of those stupid action figures
they are everywhere
and today me and adam heard a song about my live journal because it said something about you pete
and my friend gavin called me a little while ago
and wanted to know if i was free tonight
cuz one of his friends found a boat
and needed people to help drag it out of the bottom of the river
i declined
and i don't get to see charity while i'm in arkansas
cuz she'll be in alabama
how jacked up is that
and i saw the drummer from times of silence today at the show
T.O.S. is a band the endurance played with several million times
i don't know if they like us or not
but we love them
cuz they got us shows at the dixie devil
which is the best venue in the whole dang world
(sike)
anway i'll yell at you later pete
i'm outtie

One day when you wake up next to someone you don't love and realize you're miserable, please call so i can say i told you so.


Sep. 4th, 2004 @ 09:52 pm
» i had to swing by cool weapons surplus for a new nunchuka-gun..and a reese cup milkshake
what's up pete?  so i'm going to birmingham today to see my parents. and um...tomorrow is mae...but  the show starts at like twleve or something so i'm coming straight back tomorrow...i guess...but anyway.  i talked on the phone to an assortment of people last night until two and i got to sleep in till ten this morning which is cool.  last night i went to cici's with gavin and jesse.  and today i am tired.  my abs hurt a little from yesterday's workout.  no workout today though...but i am enjoying a tastey walmart-brand slimfast. later pete
Sep. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:35 am
» from the VELVETEEN RABBIT
the Stuffed Rabbit asked the old Skin Horse the
baffling question, "What is real?" To the stuffed rabbit,
according to the boasting of the other toys, being real had
something to do with being impressive and captivating.

But as the wise Skin Horse answered, "Real isn't how you
are made. It's a thing that happens to you. When a child
loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but
REALLY loves you, then you become Real."

"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.

"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always
truthful. "When you are Real, you don't mind being hurt."

"Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he
asked, "or bit by bit?"

"It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You
become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen
often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or
who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you
are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your
eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very
shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once
you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't
understand."
Sep. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:28 am
» REMEMBER: Green Iguanadons Randomly Lick a Series of Several Uniformed Constipated Koalas
i'm at the church right now
and i did all the work kip asked me to do
and he went to a meeting an hour or so ago
and i don't have anything to do
but i'm coming to Bham tomorrow to hang out with my parents
cuz i haven't seen them in a while
and won't see them again for a long time
um...church was good last night
kip let me do a game with the youth
and i think they liked it
blake longsworth is coming home from college this weekend
and i'm gonna go to E-town on sunday and monday
yeah so...charity called me last night
for the first time in forever
she's extremely hott
great girl
she was like hitting on me
but i just blew it off
cuz i know she'll take it back tomorrow
and she said she was getting over brock
but i don't care anymore
girls suck
end of story
i thought i'd be out of the GIRLS SUCK stage by now
i thought that was something that went away after highschool
but obviously it's not
so guys get ready for girls to suck for at least the next five years
none of them will ever make up their mind about anything
like the great philosopher the adam of bailey once told me like on friday:
"us guys believe that there's some great mystery to girls but really their all pretty predictable and shallow" that's a paraphrase
but it's true
there's not much to figure out
girls are fickle because they thrive off emotion
and when the feeling dies so does the drive to do whatever it was they promised they would do when their emotions were running on full
so just to summarize this entry for you: i'm bored, girls suck, i'm going to Etown, I'm going to Bham, girls suck, i like muffins, girls suck
I'M OUTTIE
Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:50 am
» the return of the magic muffin
so pete i went to see further seems forever last night and they were freakin awesome...freakin awesome indeed. the new singer (jon bunch) is really awesome. definetly better than gleason (their last singer). not much else to say. kara and i got lost in downtown atlanta last night, and got overcharged for parking. we had fun though and drove around with the windows down singing along to dashboard. i had a heated discussion with the chelster this morning. the adam bailey called me last night. ate some extremely hot buffalo wings for lunch. going to church in a minute. life is good. i'm very happy. gonna go now.
later p.t.
Sep. 1st, 2004 @ 03:22 pm
» IT'S A CRUEL CRUEL WORLD...WITHOUT LOVE

dear pete,
i went to church last night
it was fun
lots of people got baptized
and this one dud with like a mullet got saved
and he was so excited about it
and when he decided to get baptized he was slinging the water everywhere
and kip was helping pastor mathura with the baptizing and there was this extremely fat lady
and they were videoing it and projecting it up on the screen
and you could see kip straining to lift her back up
it was really funny
and me and the kara are going to see the further seems forever tomorrow night
and by the way the new further CD is so freakin awesome
i think it definetly puts up a fight with "the moon is down" if you don't have the new CD or anyother further CD's go buy them all cuz you're so missing out
there's this one song it's like #10
called "for all we know"
and it says "For all we know, these days are all numbered,
But things could get better I know,
Cause I'll be the first and the last one to go,
Lord it's a cruel, cruel world
For all we know,
These days are all numbered
And things will get better I hope,
Cause I'll be the first and the last one to go,
Lord it's a cruel, cruel world without love"
and it's really awesome
yeah so i talked to jamie last night
my old girlfriend from like three years ago that has been dating this big fat jerk with lots of money for the past three years and she's decided to move to huntsville to get away from him
and i think that's a good idea
cuz she can do much better than that tird
does anyone know the correct spelling of the word tird
it could be turd or maybe even terd
i don't think many englilish teachers spell that word
or assign it as a vocabulary word
mostly because it's already in our vocabulary
yeah so i went to the braves game today
with the staff from the church
it was like six ministers and me
it was kinda wierd
anyway
if anybody misses me they can call me
and if you don't have my number call the adam bailey and get it
i love you the pete
talk to you later


Aug. 30th, 2004 @ 08:28 pm
» today's show was brought to you by the letter "H" and the number "8"
ALOHA P-T,
what up, G?
so i went to Bham this weekend
saw the adam bailey and the michael crider
and the kimbo ferguson
i didn't see the seth tindol
that's cuz he was being a tird and i was trying to be nice to him
i saw the jenny kidd
and met the holly
and saw the ethan and the ethan's girlfriend
and i saw the chelsea
and i saw my grandma
so here's how the weekend went
friday adam and i went to CPK and got some pizza
then we bought some CDs and burned some other ones
and then we went to see Napoleon Dynamite and it was freakin awesome
it wasn't the best movie EVER
but it was the best movie in a really long time
i showed off my mad tape dubbing skills to adam and he said i was amazing
and i am
yeah so then i went to see my grandma and my parents
and on saturday (after lunch with my parents) i spent some time with the jenny kidd
and we had starbucks and walked around target
and then i bought her 13 goin on 30 for her birthday
jenny's turning 20 on monday so now she's old
but not as old as me
yeah so then i went to eat dinner with the chelster
and it went supprisingly well
i couldn't have imagined it going better
but yeah we talked a long time about stuff and it made me miss her
and she misses me too she's just too caught up in being single and going to clubs and flirting with guys she has no intentions of making commitments to, to let it affect her
and i know your thinking i hate chelsea
but i don't
i love chelsea and i always will
and she told me alot of crap that let me know alot of stuff i needed to know
but i refuse to be one of the eight guys she toys with
i'm everything or i'm nothing
i am trying to be her friend though and be there for her
i'm just worried about her, pete
anyway i'm gonna quit talking about chelsea
cuz she's having lunch with sean right now
probably shooting someone in subway
yeah so i talked to charity last night
and i was way off guys
yep
way off
i will admit when i was wrong
and i was wrong about her
she's...not...what i was looking for
but then again neither is chelsea
there are no girls worth my time right now
so i officially hate chicks right now
yep, their all psycho and completley wrap up in themselves
so i'm going solo against the world now
for good
maybe
yeah but after dinner with chelsea
i went back to see jenny kidd and we burned some cd's
and i headed back for atlanta
and i got here at like midnight last night
and then i got up and went to church
and michael card...i love you
more than life itself
later pete
Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 02:51 pm

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